March 2011
suppressed & fragmented
i have asked myself this question, again: truth or happiness? the truth ended up hurting us both. Im so used to bottling things up, being passive, and just brushing off complicated problems. Why do i do that? i have no idea, but it finally ate me from the inside….slowly out . And today, ive been walking around with a chaotic mind. a disaster. almost killed half a box of salems. I’ve...
February 2011
FUCK.
in this state of mind: tell the truth no matter how much it’ll hurt the person or lie to them for the sake of their happiness?
what made me smile today.
1. friends who ACTUALLY listen to your so-called drama and try to suggest a non-half-assed solution. (by solution, i mean, i prefer truth rather than happiness)
2. friends who can make insults into jokes, but dont actually make you feel butt hurt. :D
3. legit smiles :)
4. my philosophy professor’s syllabus XD
what pissed me off today
10. SELFISH PEOPLE. especially when they’re oblivious to it.
11. that forced annoying feeling of having to compete with someone, when really, its not even a fuckin’ competition. drives me nuts.
anger.
BOTH.
what pissed me off today.
1. idiotic drivers who think they’re the shit at driving.
2. loud squeaky obnoxious bitches.
3. people who cuss phrase after phrase.
4. spotlight hogger.
5. insecure losers who think the world hates them.
6. cakeface, your face is melting! why are you wearing heavy makeup at the gym?
7. arrogant fuckers.
8. sarcastic jokes arent always funny.
9....
because natural innate pulses said so.
although i just recently dropped my speech class for many reasons (like less than 10 mins ago)… ok, i was over exaggerating, probably one pretty good reason: hard to believe, but i am a very shy person when it comes to talking in front of a big crowd (let alone, singing in front of one, but thats a whole different blog). The problem with my speech class is that my professor was absent on the...
When someone stares at me while I'm eating:
xdeeee:
If it’s some stranger:
If it’s my crush:
SMH LOL.
and so, it begins....
being idle sucks
because when you’re not doing anything, you start to think about random things, random things like, LIFE. And when you start thinking about LIFE, you start to over analyze everything. And we all know where that leads you…a useless empty ditch of frustrating and ridiculous emotions.
right now, thats what im thinking about….something i should not be thinking about, but always...
When a hot guy / girl adds you on Facebook and...
murdermami:
that gif lmao !
